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HahaYeah, go ahead and laugh,
It's too late to make me giggle, at myself.
I'm just not interesting to people,
Not even a little.
You may think that all the humor
Is like reverse psychology,
Forcing me to swallow
All my flaws and insecurities
And hopefully make a change for the better,
But unfortunately it only makes my face even wetter
From all the tears shed because my heart is so fucking tender,
Wondering if the pain is going to last forever.
Well, too many years of this doesn't make the heart stronger,
It only allows the heart to withstand the pain for even longer.
But with the constant suppression and repression,
Takes away my happiness and replaces it with depression.
It's not normal,
Not being able to feel
Because emotions are like,
The only thing that makes us real.
I just take your criticisms
Like the Sun that shines on me
Because your heat, your hatred
Is the only thing that makes me seen.
And it's a terrible existence
When your words are like hands,
Ready to grab at my throat
Lovely LadiesLovely ladies are we.
Innocent and pure
Fresh, fragrant just like daises
That mist over the funerals.
The burnings of the bodies
To expose that we are
Frail and insecure,
Sickly, our brittle bones
Walk the streets.
Breaking. Bleeding. Pleading.
Lord above our cursed heads,
Bless us from this dreaded plague.
Lord above, please hear our prayer,
Cleanse our souls from this despair.
Rosary and Rosemary,
Pray to get us through this curse,
Can only make it worse.
We carry the cross
Above our heart,
Bathe in the water
That set us apart
From life and death,
We shall come.
Limber in limbo,
Crawling to run.
I look in the mirror...
This dreaded thing clings to my skin
Crushes my ribs
Like my corset,
Clogs my throat,
Like this acrid smoke.
Lovely ladies are we,
Bursting boils cover us,
Bruises further destroy us,
Death turns us to ash, then dust.
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